I feel like the old me is back again, and it's back for blood. The old me i thought had long since been killed off by many, many years of hard mental torment. But it appears that i am not so lucky to have completely eradicated me. I am afraid that the old me has taken over again, and all those years of pain i suffered were for nothing. The old me. The person that, on a consistent basis, always thought with anger,pessimisim, hatred, spite, sadness, depression, sucide. I don't understand why i feel the way i do, why i am who i am, why me, and why must i suffer for so long? I'm a scared, because people will see the me that i have shunned for half a decade, and they will be scared. I will be driving my close friends away from me. to be quite honest with you, i don't understand. I was unaware, i did not believe that this could happen again. well it is, and i'm lost.
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