It Takes A Man To......

realize that he has problems and do something about them. and to realize that he should fully appreciate everything, because you never know what you can lose at any given time. i took me a long time. but ive changed. things are gonna be different. no more stupid shit, no more relaxed behavior. it's time to work. i'm sick and tired of letting other people determine who i am. other people should do the same. i'm going to fight for what i beleive in and no one is ever going to get me to quit fighting for my beleifs. i'm not gonna sit back anymore. i'm going to do what i do, not what someone thinks i should do.
maybe half of you guys should just be yourselves, and stopped being so concerned with your image, but with your character and sense of right and wrong. let's move on with life and forget about everything in the past. it's quite possibly the best way. cherish the good memories, use the bad ones to improve yourself, and keep pushing through it all. maybe then all this phony crap about popularity will stop. only then as a society will we become one as a whole. forgive someone's mistakes. get mad, then get over it. don't have your ego so close to your position that when your position falls your ego goes with it. it's your life. don't let someone telling you that you are not cool cause you don't drink,smoke,have sex, and other stupid shit. help other people less fortunate than you are. don't make fun of others. be nice. treat people like people instead of objects. especially women. stay in school. you aren't cool cause you don't do your schoolwork. sure you spit the game, but can you back it up? everything everybody says that they are gonna do is fake half the time. i'm sick and tired of the constant lying. people calling other people immature when they pull the same shit. it's really stupid and it just makes you look bad. yes, i have had my bad moments. but then again, haven't we all?

What I See.....

I look into the mirror, i see a human that is physically a boy, but mentally a man. I see a human being, put through so much psychological hell. I see a man, who desires to be loved and cherished for himself. I see a reflection of the deep blue ocean and it's wide open possibilities. I see a man who eagers for a long relationship, but wants to get away. I see a man who eagers for friends, but always ends up driving them away. I see, in my clear blue eyes, what i am. I see things.
I see an island that represents what i am, and that is isolated. I see the image of what i am scared to become. I see the innermost thoughts and memories i cherish, but long to get rid of. I see the sky, and no limits. I see no universe, i see an adventure into my soul. I see the bright sun, and the way it lights up my thoughts. I see mountain peaks, covered in snow. I see frozen forests, representing the feelings of abandonment and hoplessness, but full of life. I see springtime, signifying that i have been "remade" inside.

But most importantly, i see myself.