Person.

Dear Person,

Because of you, i feel as though my love isn't good enough for any girl anymore. I am in constant pain over the loss of you. i know it's been like 6+ months since it ended, but there is no possible way i will ever get over you. I really loved you. I know some people say that it's just high school so you can't love somebody. I think they say that because they have never felt true love like i have with you. When i told you i would always love you, i wasn't lying. I hate you for all the pain you have caused me, but i love you for the awesome memories we had together. I know that doesn't make much sense, but it's how i feel. I would die for you then, and i would die for you now. You have a special place in my heart that will never be taken up by another person. Ever. You were and still are the most beautiful and kind girl i've ever seen, and probably will ever see. I struggle everyday with the fact that you don't love me anymore, the fact that i will never again feel you close to me. I loved those moments, the times where it was just us two and you were the closest thing to me. You gave me something to look forward to everyday, you gave me hope that my life wasn't all bad and that i had something to be happy about. I want to go back in time and restart everything with you! I LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I CANNOT BELEIVE THAT IT WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! I wish you could one day see how much pain i am in, Alyssa Bowlsby. I'm never gonna forget you. Maybe if i wasn't such a fuck up, you'd still be mine. :(